Merak Magazine

Over the hills, Along the shore.

Virescent lines drawing curves of hills I worship every time I recall her figure, Douglas firs aligned Rivet memories from our first kiss How dry cracks on her lips Touched mine, As we spooned. Hot wind mixed with salt The…

Leaving An Unlistening Life

An owl swivels in her carriage of primordial haunts. In her padlocked church of trees. She knocks against night-forest scars, blithely written in frost and the weight of oak, her sorrowful gagged companion. Claustrophobic caresses of furtive tree voices stroke…

Luck of the Draw

I awoke this morning, and as I was sipping my coffee, the thought of where I was in life brought me to thinking of what I had.  But in the quiet of the breaking dawn, I also started thinking of…

Empty Coffee Cup

This dimly-lit café, there’s a voice then two, then three speaking like a broken triangle with so much impatience.   Winter, dense and black, crams itself into this room. Outside, muted colors are carried off in the night.   I…

Sleigh Day

I leapt behind the horses of my mind’s imagined sleigh As snow had fallen overnight to softly greet the day I grabbed the reins and cracked the whip and off across the hills A speeding sleigh, what better way, to…

Dead Poets and the Lugubrious Living

Dead poets’ poems, seen within the admiring eyes of the living. The power of sadness penned, employing language, graceful liquidity.  Poets who wept their anguish upon paper’s haven, suffering laid out in words, using their fingers as feet to take…

Porcelain Weapons

I read somewhere about this French artist making porcelain weapons   They symbolise women, delicate, yet dangerous, or at least that’s what I remember   It made no sense until you told me I don’t seem attractive anymore   There…

Indebted

To the universe who places the perfect kindred spirits in my path. Thank you for your protection, the wonderful souls, and all my privileges. To those whom project morsels of me in vivid light and help me find myself time…

A Change of Pace

It was the guy coming the other way this time that looked down toward the ground… then slowly raised his head and met my eyes. We both gave each other a head nod… An acknowledgement of daily loss. Nothing needed…

United Laces

I sketched your face in the midst of a bleached sky; touching the cool wet sands barefoot and loaded tonight. A great inhale lights the pipe wait for the rising harvest moon; ballerinas twirl on the sea wall faces expressionless;…

A Letter to Myself

I love the way you smile the way you squint your eyes when you laugh   I love the way you dance when no one’s around   I love the way you talk about things you love the books you’ve…

By Candlelight

The flame hovered silently, above its sooty wick Throwing jagged shadows on the walls of mortared brick And as my pen leaves marks of ink on an empty page The dancing, yellow candle ghost performs like brilliant mage.   His…

When I Was Naive

If only eyes could differentiate good from bad, I would be somewhere, thinking greater things. It all begins in an experience I had, With the real world, when it broke, my wings. I hadn’t realised my friends were glad, I…

Tsunami

most days the sea of sadness engulfs you like a tsunami that swallows homes people and the earth   you drown and you drown until you can’t ask for help anymore   you drown till you cannot differentiate between these…

No Numbers in Forevers

Maa doesn’t talk about numbers She says I’m 17 monsoons old She hands me Shakespeare’s ironies when I ask her to teach me arithmetic She has always made me learn histories and never heard me reciting tables She says my…