I will be happy if you kill me
Because you didn’t leave me
to experience much of the tragedy of this world,
At least I will not be blamed; it is you they will blame.
The sin would be upon your soul
But before you kill me
Let me know the truth:
whether heaven is real or not.
If it is real, I will amend my ways
If it is not real, then I will like to enjoy to the fullest.
I will not marry
but I will have sex without essence.
I will not be drunk
but I will drink to my fullest.
I will not steal
but I will have everything
Before I die:
Give me sunlight
To find myself
In this abstruse darkness
Faith had given unto me.